Saturday, November 22, 2008

Life's uncertainities.......never ever plan anything...

Never ever plan anything in detail, if it gets haywire ,I bet you will get lost,crazy ,mad whatever! It happens to me that I am writing here now, 21st November 2008 is red letter day for me, coz i did something which i can't do for the last six years. I thought that I will share my happiest day of the year with someone special ,whom I adore, in fact I chalked out everything, right from the venue to the time to the ambience everything was set in tone. Finally when the time ticks it was not that as I was expected , I had to change the venue ,change the time , suprisingly, thanks to my ALMIGHTY GOD, the place was perfect ,it was a candle-light dinner, the air was cool very cool ,I had to brave the November winds to wait for my special guest, that I started our dinner with hot lemonade !!! way to start men...
I was shivering ,not with joy but with cold, coz i never knew and thought that I would have an open candle-light dinner, but thanks to those November winds ,our conversation flow makes us warm our hearts, which caries on for the next three hours that we didn't realise it was about to be midnight. Had my guest not glance the watch, I think we could have jusst spend the night or we could be kick out from the place..
Everything was then just as what as it doesn't seems so ...but but those moments were priceless.
You never knew whats there ahead? You can't just think so, nor glimpse so. Its always uncertain.
I came with a what next? but I return back with what if ?

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Month of November ??

These days, something just happened out of nowhere. I was clueless with my life and its speedyness. Weird or Funny , things seems to be heading towards pleasant sight of romance, I am 25/26 ,love to call myself some kind of introvert yet mystery person. Thought that I would rather go for an arranged marriage, had many priorities and many agendas, yet as the world revolves ,it changes Yes this month ,Winter has finally arrived and I guess someone has finally arrived for me, or who knows?
Little by little I am realisng my school days, where you spend most of your days over the phone, where you eagerly waited for a particular day, oh! you name it. I think I am having school fever or some similiar kind of sickness,
Some years ago, I used to grunt with one of my particular friend ,coz my friend can't help himself away from his girlfriend ,the moment he reach his place ,he ll continue to call her up till she reaches her place. I term as madness, .......now people think that I am becoming like that ?

I used to wonder when I ask my friends on their bachelor party or night ,that what was the longest time ever they spend over the phone ? Some says 6 hours, 2 hours, 12 hours, and believe you me 48 hours, I thought thats weird!!!!!! coz in my years of flirting and teens I have so far managed to talk for around 40 minutes , but hold on yesterday I talk to this particular good friend of mine ..for more than 2 hours ( it was 02:07:34 ) I am speechless, I am over the moon, can't sleep so easily ..have had remain awake all night ( its been going for the past four days). When I was in school my friends call these as PUPPY LOVE......lest ! I am wondering now "have I? "
I never ever thought in these world that I would ever encountered such awkward or stressfull or playfull situations, I thought thats only meant for school kids or so called teenagers not meant for a twenty five/twenty six year old mature human being .
Would love to think of something else only ,even in workplace, would start preparing where to go ? what to talk? what to wear? days ahead, oh..i am sick of these so called phenomenon thats hitting me really mad.

I guess i find a tonic for these......