Monday, May 3, 2010

April Snows and May Icebergs

Hopefully, I pray that these happens in reality , in my part of the world, Im ean the Indian Sub-continent . But it may not, hence can be termed just as a Dream. Dreams that you tend to nurture. When you fulfilled your dreams you get satisfaction but if not you fret. I dream of manythings which hasn't yet been realised . So it just remain as it is enclosed in my mind.
These months has been good for me in some other ways . My granny passed away and that gives me a good excuse to flee from the scorchy Delhi heat for few days. Those days were numbered yet I am happy for those. At the funeral service , I got to meet many of my relatives whom I had forgotten entirely or couldn't recollect any instance when I met them. But then , I also ventured out to some prohibited territories where I was forbiden to venture when I was in my school days. Getting back to my grandfather 's place makes me remind of my child days. Days where I was forbidden to go out for river, to go in the fields, to roam the forests. But these barriers were broken when I visited these time, I went for fishing ,hunting , and when I ventured out I turn back and remind to myself- "see I proved it '.....
I was happy , the void that left in me wehenver I visit my grandfather on my holidays were no more . At the same time, I was amazed and realized my foolishness , because ,these days children who are just coming out from todling also roam freely in the forests ,swims leisurely on the waters.
I am happy as well as worried on these....